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[14 May 2006|03:47pm] |
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[10 Apr 2006|07:56pm] |
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Woah. I haven't updated in a really long time? Anyone miss me? I've missed myself. I guess my journal has gotten so behind that I can't be bothered putting it up to date. I'm having a crappy day - resorting to being emo in livejournal.
Isn't that what it’s for? I sometimes read this fluffly purple diary I had when I was 10. It's embarrassing. Like someone take a gun and shoot the 10 year old me in the face - embarrassing. Haha.
I want to go to Wellington with my hunkaloving Dead. I want shoes with velcroe (lowcut black chucks with velcroe- I want them bad), I want Laura back. I want Ben to talk to me like he used to and not squirt the last of my pump bottle on the ground just for shits and giggles. lol.
I want to go back in time and make sure my cellphone doesn't fall on the ground so I can look at my pxts, cause now when I try I have to zoom in and move the picture around and that's so crappy and I have to fucking decode my messages and use my Kyocera. DUMB. My Kyocera is a loser.
I want to learn how to drive and not kill animals and people while I'm at it (not that I have). I want to grow up right now so I don't have to go through another 3 years of school. No, wait more like 58768756896 years.
I want a new job, but I still want to keep the one I have now. Just cause I know every single person that comes in but I dont know anyones name.
Yeh, what a lame reason to not want to ditch that job.
I want long hair. I want that Sigur Ros top that I saw on the internet. I want the new Saves the Day album that comes out tomorrow. I'm so stoked about it.
I want to stop thinking so much. I analyze everything and people just think I'm stressing (which I am). But, it's not like I want to. I don't have fun when my thoughts are like 10 layers one on top of the other and I sometimes I even forget what I'm meant to be stressing about. Cool huh?
Yeah, I thought so. I don't want to be so intense anymore, but then I wouldn't be me would I?
Only three more days of school left:) Can't wait until the holidays. Me and Dean are going to Welly with Nina. It's gonna be as cool as pashing.
But, most of all I want to know what I'm talking about. Is it just my larynx?
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[05 Feb 2006|05:32pm] |
Meat Playdough
I counted the steps from the edge of the creek leading to the bacon grave.
The meat playdough, now at peace.
Chorus
The bacon was gross, slid between my fingers. Moulds so easy into little pig.
What were you doing when you missed the valley? Burying a package of m m m meat.
The dirt was softened. The dirt was shifted. The pig was layed down. Its soul was lifted.
Soemtimes at night the locals hear it crying. Oink oink oink cheers the little pig.
At first touch it was warm and moist. It's dead, Eliot screamed, what a little girl.
What a litttttttllllleeeee girl.
Chorus
The bacon was gross, slid between my fingers. Moulds so easy into little pig.
What were you doing when you missed the valley? Burying a package of m m m meat.
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[12 Dec 2005|10:22pm] |
Leave me left out of anything to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself, sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?
You're so good at pretending everything is alright.
You're as welcome as cancer, but my door is always unlocked
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[12 Dec 2005|10:09pm] |
Woah, I got very sik for the last day of skool. It sucked. I think I got food poisoning or something. I still went swimming and Laura's tho. And Andy and stuff were there so it was fun. Saturday I went to Oli's with Oska and Laura and just swam all day again. Man it's been hot. Just went to the school that night and then stayed at Deans. We danced in the dark cause were freaks. Haha. Then watched movies at Oli's on Sunday and hung out with Robbie that night. We went scooting.
Today I just went round to Andy's and hung out and stuff. And then went scooting with Laura. :)
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[06 Dec 2005|08:32pm] |
Ths year has gone so fucking fast. I feel like crap and I don't know wht to do with myself. It's so messed up when you can't make yourself understand stuff. I like to pretend that I know what to do.
I'm watching Brat Camp.
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[05 Dec 2005|10:30pm] |
Wowee. I have't updated this in so long. I've got a couple of days of school left. I bet your jealous. Then I get to party for like 8 weeks. My weekend was pretty average. I had fun at Laura's bday drinks on Friday. Then went and spent money in Naps on Saturday.. and bought Laura's presnt from me and Ben...
I DON'T WANT BEN TO LEAVE. He's leaving for a holiday to Sweden next Thursday. And then I don't get to see him till New Years. The show was freaking orsum last Saturday. I really liked Indread Response. Very intense. I'm off to drown my sorrows.. or something like that. Laura is the best and if you didn't know that then you are a freak...hehe Muahaha
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[21 Sep 2005|01:04pm] |
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I'm in Computers and I've just finished writing up some stuff for English. I'm going to Wellington tomorrow over night just for this fashion show thing, which should be pretty cool. Tyrone's on Saturday night was real fun, I ended up getting a little to pissed and sleeping in a treehouse though. Haha. I had friends so it was okay. But it rained aswell and I kinda fucked up my Vodafone. I think it should be okay now though. Lot's of funny stuff happened, blablabla. Can't be bothered. Your probably not interested.. So there.
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[31 Aug 2005|01:09pm] |
Parties are the work of the devil. Oh, maybe I would have been content with it if I hadn't of danced. It makes me want to kill myself. But, not really. It was fun. I'm in computers. It's pretty boring, as all school is.
I LOOOOOVVVEEE Ben
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I had the best birthday yesterday. I got so many frekking cards! And Ben bought me this cool wafer tin thing. Haha. It was missing some wafers though.. I think he ate them. Lol. And Hannah made me a chocolate cake with candles and everything and gave it to me at school. Glenn got me two cds and some chucks. My dad got me some shoes and two cds. My mum got me a new duvet and lots of girly stuff, and they took me out for a surprise dinner thing where Shahn bought me a drink for my birthday:) He works there so we just randomly saw him. I think I'm having something on Saturday, plus I'm going out partying on Friday night (with Mike ofcourse.) I even had Alana come into work yesterday and give me a card. I never realised I had so many awesome friends. Now I have to remember all theirs though. Haha. My phone was out of battery the night before my birthday and I only charged it after school yesterday and I had like 30 birthday texts! Glenn came and walked me home from school too. And I think Rudolphs coming to get me after school today as well.
I HATE DEBATING AND I'M TRYING SSSSSO HARD TO GET OUT OF IT. haha.
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[17 Aug 2005|12:12pm] |
Happy Birthday to me.. Happy Birthday to me...
I have the coolest friends in the entire world. Officially
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[16 Aug 2005|10:33am] |
Mike took me out to dinner at the CE last night. It was so awesome to see him:) Afterwards we went and picked up pirate... I mean Darin. Which was sweet and then finally (3hours late) we went and picked up Nina and Brad from Jillians place. It's my birthday tomorrow, this is the first time since I was like 12 that I have actually been really excited about a birthday. I think it's just because I have lost touch with a lot of people and it's a big excuse to go hang out with them. Everyones always leaving nowadays:(
Either to go to Wellington, or theyre just moving to a different country. Even Nina and Hagan are going to Wellington at the start of next year. It's weird, that will be the first time in 15 years that I don't have my sister with me. I think the longest that I have been without seeing her is maybe a week.. I can't think of a time that I haven't seen her for a longer time then that. Atleast that will give me an excuse to go to Wellington lots. SHOPPING YAY. haha
I'm dissappointed that Mikes only staying for a little while, but atleast we get to party for my birthday.. yay. Blaine and Gemma are going to see Shai Hulud.. or however you spell it in Auckland this weekend. And Nina's going to Wellington on Thursday for the Vic open day AND Max is going to Raratonga or something next weekend too. And I'm stuck in Bey ol' Hastings. Behehe
Computers is quite boring now that there's some weird Net Nanny, that showed up over the weekend on the school computers. It won't let me go on myspace or any cool sites. I think it's even in the process of banning livejournal or something..
Photo time (just cause I can)
Those are my glasses too, I had to wear them for a little while when i didn't have my contacts as usual.. but now I have them back so it's back.. to uh, normal I guess.
Oh yeah, that's my orsum friend Laura. You're jealous right? Oh yeah me and Ben are still all good.. haha. Today in assembly some chick was trying to take Ben's seat next to us.. and she goes "Ben, stop being such a dick.. (and then under her breath) oh, your soooo cute." hahahahaha. Ben didn't hear but me and Laura did. It was sooo funny, I don't think she meant to say it out loud.. Haha
Oh we look so sad in that one, I don't think we actually were. Hopefully. My lovely shouldn't be so sad. Haha
Oh yeah, Amy is awesome.. (just to get you up to date, as I said before)
Haha..
NIPPY's
*Lobe you*... who remembers that????
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[15 Aug 2005|09:02am] |
Woah, I haven't updated this in a ver long time. Let's get up to date with TENA.
Myspace
HAHAHAHAHAHA
I think I've been to a couple of shows since I last updated, which was like.. 3 months ago or something? Blaine's show was awesome, Nova Echo played. And I missed Blaine's new band:( Symphony Skies, theyre frekking awesome.
I broke up with Darin like more than two months ago, well he broke up with me to tell you the truth. Haha. Mike went off to the airforce, for three months and he's comign back today!! WOOOHOO
I think were gonna go out to tea or something. And it's my birthday on the 17th, that's two days guys. Make me a card or something.
I got a new haircut last Thurday..
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[09 May 2005|05:57pm] |
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Haven't updated this is ages.. I've had so much homeowrk lately and no willpower to do it.
How sad, I am playing neopets.
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[09 Apr 2005|04:53pm] |
Everyone's in Wellington, and I'm sick. But, the holidays are coming up and I am soooo fucking excited, like you don't understand. Not too much homework, just some project for Drama, that I'm trying to avoid, but will eventually do.
forget all the mistakes my love
they won't be made again
leave the photos in the drawer, my love
we no longer need them
we both know where we've been
let's sail away disappearing in a mist
let's sail away with a whisper and a kiss
or vanish from a road somewhere, like tereza and tomas,
suspended in this bliss.
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